Decisions, Decisions….

Am I doing this right?  Posing for a camera is harder than you think!

Am I doing this right? Posing for the camera is harder than you think!

Do I dare? Go topless, that is. It’s commonplace — going topless — at beaches and spas around Europe. But, still, I worry and wonder.

Most men couldn’t tell — and wouldn’t care if they could — but I know most women could spot right away that I’ve had implants. “Not real,” their eyes would say. And if my boobs aren’t real, what else about me is not real, too?

I’m inviting needless scrutiny.

And then there’s this: I think tan lines from a bikini top are incredibly sexy. Don’t you?

About Joy Saint James

Day job in Big Banking. Elsewhere I'm @ScholarlySlut, whose essays and erotica have appeared in various print anthologies and websites. Email:

39 responses to “Decisions, Decisions….

  1. Tan lines from a bikini top are really very sexy. Whether on a natural female or on a TS. I’m just a crossdresser (sadly) so have no boobs, but I LOVE my bikini and wish I could wear it in public somewhere.

    My answer to your question is flaunt it! There are many women who’ve had boob jobs so could be accused of being “not real”. From what I’ve seen you’ve nothing to be concerned about 🙂

    Oh, and I want photographic evidence of the event. Thank you.

  2. Thanks, Jeanette. You’re probably right! Hugs, Joy

  3. I think tan lines are a beautiful and welcome addition to our bodies, it increases the curves.
    Whereas for the boob-job, I can’t tell because I don’t have any but I wouldn’t care if I was you. I think we are slowly entering an age were the majority of women have had something made on them. Which in turn communicates that you care about your body, care about how you look and are perceived and that you care about being beautiful. 🙂

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